My Classmate My Soulmate

I have many friends in my life. Most of them are very kind and pleasant people, but there is one of them that really close with me. She is Erlin Arista. She is a beautiful girl with long black hair, white skin, and pointed face form. She is not tall, just about 150, but she is very confident with her physical appearance. She is not just a friend for me, she is also my sister and my best friend. As a friend, she has lots of care and love for me.

As long as I know Erlin, she never let me do something wrong in my life. Such as she never let me show my problem in social media because It was so embarrassed  She always remind me to think carefully before I decide a decision. She never let me fall in a black hole in this life. She always be the one who ready to share anything with me, always be the one who always makes me know that I have a friend that really care about me.

Erlin is the one who is full of love. In my friendship, we always treat good each other. In happiness or sadness we are always together. She always shows her love by being the one who is always with me. Even though she is always with me, she never tries to make me as her “doll”. She does anything for me with no reward. She always does the best for me as her friend. When my father died, she came to my house and tried to strengthen me to pass those condition.

Erlin Arista is the kindest person I have ever known. She is a good friend with all good thing she has. She treats me cares singly and always be a friend who has much love for me. She is a friend who will always be a friend that support me in any situation.

I Learnt From a Bad Thing

People say that I am a religious person. I do every single worship as a Mosle  They never knew that I was not me today. I was not a religious peson who always did every worship well. I was just a teenager who passed my life as simple as I could, but one thing was changing me. My father’s death chnaged me to be a better person.

As a teenager, I was not really think about worship or God. I did my obligation as Moslem, but just did it. No value, nothing had result for myself. As a Moslem, I was so lazy ti pray to the God. I did Sholat but never prayed after that. In my mind at that time, the important thing was I did my obligation. I also not do Sholat ontime. When the Sholat’s time was coming, I could delay to do that for several hours. Again, in my mind Sholat was just a must for me. When I did Sholat, I never care whether my worship already well or not. Sometime when I did Sholat, my mind was not there. I did Sholat while thinking about my assignment, TV program, or many else.

Nurlita in old version was a careless girl. I never felt need to know my father’s condition even though he worked in Denpasar and I was in Singaraja. I just passed day by day with no care about my father. I never texted him. I never even asked whether he was okay or not. I never asked him about his work. For me, I did not need to ask everything to my father because I believed that he was always okay with his condition or his job. I also believed that my father did not need my text because he knew that I always thought about him. I thought that I also did not need to express every feeling that I had through text or something similar.

I do really love my father even though I never told him directly. One day, my father asked me to accompany him to the doctor because he felt unwell. The doctor checked my father about 10 minutes and asked him to go to Sanglah hospital. My father did the doctor’s suggestion and went to Sanglah with my mom. He did some examinations before doctor told the result. the doctor told that my father got cancer. I was very shocked when my mom told me. I never saw my father complain about his health before. That result made my father must passed many tests and treatments in Sanglah. It was about 3 months later my father finally faced surgical operation day. I was so afraid. I never wanted to imagine bad thing about my father. I do really love him and did not want to lose him. Since my father’s condition, I become a better person. I always prayed for my father’s health, I prayed every great thing for him. I texted my mom to know my father’s condition, to know about the surgical operation, and I even asked when my father would go back home.

Finally, the surgical operation was over. I was so excited because I thought my father would go back home soon. Yeah, I was right. My parents came but It was out of my expectation. Surgical operation was not helpful for my father. He was still in bad condition with very thin body and yellow eyes. “He needs rest before chemotherapy  my mom said. Everyday I served some fruits for my father, hoped it could make him get better, but it did not work. On Wednesday, 23th July my father passed away. I was so sad and cried everyday, but I knew it would not changing the situation. The thing that I can do are pray a lot for him, hoping he gets better place. Since my father’s death I realized that now I must be a better person and make him proud of me.

Every bad thing in our life exactly have value for us. The bad thing that faced me was a lesson. That thing gave me really precious lesson. I am in my new version now is a result of the bad thing i faced. Now I become a better person who always pray after Sholat, text my mom when she was not home. My father’s death realized me that time will not come again and I cannot repeat every last moment in my life. So I have to be a better person who pass a better life. 

Unforgettable Moment

Every person exactly had a unique experience min their life. That unique experience may make them laugh, cry, or shy when they remember it. Not only them, I had a very unforgettable moment also. I was a very active young girl. It made me look like a young boy. I did and tried anything in my childhood. I also had big curiosity to do something new. From all of my experience, I had a moment that made me feel ashamed. I can hardly forget a moment a moment in my childhood when I felt so embarrassed falling into a huge gutter near my house

                At that time, when I already could ride a bike, I tried to ride it near my house. I was not expert yet in riding bike because I could ride it only since the previous week.  I rode my bike by myself because I wanted to make sure myself that I can do that. I rode my bike with no one beside me. I did not want my mother to accompany me because I thought I can that alone. I was a confidence young girl even though I should pass the stony road. That road made my bike occasionally hit the stone and almost fell down but I did not give up.

When I rode my bike on the stony road, I did not see other people passed the road. It was so quiet. The situation made me want to try every part of the road. I rode my bike in the middle of the road, turned to the right and turned to the left side of the road. When I rode my bike on the left side, I knew that the left side was for the pedestrian, but I thought it was okay because the road was so quiet.

I rode my bike on the left side near a huge gutter. When I focused on riding my bike, a pushcart of meatball from the opposite way was pulled by the seller. The seller did not see me, so he moved his pushcart to my direction. I was shocked and tried to hide him but I was late. I lost my parity. I fell into a huge gutter. I could feel the mud and trash stuck in my body. It was so sticky. Fortunately, my neighbor saw and helped me come out the gutter. I did not really felt hurt, but I was so embarrassed.

It was a memorable moment for me when I felt ashamed falling into a huge gutter on my first day riding a bike. It was so embarrassing but reliable for me because at that time I had chance to do what I want to do. I also felt blessed because I had a care and helpful neighbor.

The Perfect Man

            My father was the perfect man in the world. The was the only man which made me amazed. He was not too tall, just about 165cm with tan skin, pointed nose, and short hair. Actually my father had white skin but since he worked as a tour guide, his skin became tan. My father always looked handsome and energetic in his age. As my father, he gave me the real example to be a better person. My father always be the one who I love, the one who I amazed to and person who I miss.

            In my life, my father was the one who I love most. I had close relationship with him. He was the one who really understand me in everything. He understood my teenage life, he understood my about my love life, he understood also about my school life. He could be the one who really know me and my life. My father always be the one who never judge me with all my behaviour. All of that reason made him be the most person I love in my life.

            Beside all of my father’s care, he was not allow me to do something bad. He always gave me example. He talked less and gave me good pictures more. He never asked me to pray but he prayed first to give his children example. He never asked me to work hard, he always did anything he could do to show his children that we could not just enjoy the life without anything to do. My father worked hard in his life to buy and pay school fee for his children. He never said no for everything his children needs. Even when he was sick, he still thought about his children. My father amazed me in everything he did for me and his family. He amazed me for everything he gave in my life. My father always amazed me until his life.

            Not only as a father, he also could be my friend, discussion partner, and teacher. My father always did something good in his life. Now when my father was not here with me, I could remember every good behaviour, good thing and his motivation for me. Everything he ever did make me cannot stop thinking about him, cannot stop amazing him, and cannot stop missing him.

            My father always be the perfect man even though there is no body perfect. He is always be the one who proper for us to amazed to, to love to, and to miss to. He is the one best man I know during my life.